It’s 6:32 a.m. and I find out that I cannot sleep. My biological clock have been confused. Nowadays, hardly can I sleep as ordinary human who go to bed as early as 12 and rise at 8:00 a.m. I still cannot suit my old high school sleeping pattern to today’s world. I’ll went to sleep when the dawn come meaning I’ll be losing my whole morning while rising up at 12 or 1 p.m. Luckily I have class at 8:00 or 8:30 so I can wake myself up early. If I have not enough sleep at night, I’ll pay it by sleeping at afternoon that always brings to sunset. People say it’s not good to sleep at afternoon cause it can blank your brain. Scientist declared that the reason of forgetting is not because your brain is getting old but it is because you don’t have enough sleep at night. No wonder I’m losing so many fact in my head cause’ my brain couldn’t get rest at the proper time. That is an answer to soothe myself apart of accusing myself having a tumour.
This reason Miss Shima should now about. My bad sleeping pattern is contagious; it affected my buddies that making them wake up late also. Or sometimes it’s the grooming time that takes most of the time. You know, in today’s metrosexual world, every man wanted to look as charming as they can. As for me, I don’t like to spend too much time grooming myself. I’m not the one who going to fix anything on me which is just perfect, but my buddies did. They really concern bout’ their hair that they get it chemically straightened almost every month which I cannot see any different whether it’s straight or just the same old wavy curly as before. Can you imagine they took 15 minutes just to groom their hair everyday? Even if it already perfect, they wanted it to look totally amazing and enviable, which is not at all. My buddies are someone who is willing to spend lots of money on hair products.
One wanted a straight healthy hair (he bought all the great-promised products for straight, shiny, healthy looking hair) but he didn’t want to fix his dandruff problem. He deny on that visible flakes on his shoulder as dandruff. His hair is falling and weak because of those colonies of yeast on his head. Yet, he didn’t want to fixed it, again he bought the new hair product to make his hair stronger. I have enough of his hair on the floor that making 70% of house debris. One day I slow talk to him when he wanted my advised to do a professional money wasting re-bonding. I said that his hair is too weak for that harsh treatment. He said that he could do hair steaming instead. I replied saying his hair is over treated, it’s not something wrong about the hair, but there is something terrible on his scalp called YEASTS. The yeast will devour the healthy scalp cells and making it rapidly flaking. The failing scalp will effected the root which is where the nutrient for healthy hair taken from. If the root cannot have enough nutrients, it will remain weak and damage no matter how many external treatments applied on it. He nodded and finally understood the real fact is. I suggest him to use anti-dandruff shampoo, which he did. Now, it proved worked. Less falling hair, now he can wear the dark coloured shirt without worrying his out-of-season ‘snow flakes’ be seen, because it just not there anymore. If only he would have listen to me at a first place.
The other one who having a wavy hair wanted to have a straight hair. He repeatedly did the do-it-yourself chemical home treatment by the help of my other hair expert friend. He did about 12 hair-straightening treatments with two different products but none of it works. His hair is just too stubborn or maybe the technique is just not right. Funnily, his hair only appeared straight when it wet, but when his hair dry, it would look as he didn’t did any treatment at all. Poor him, wasting lots of money for something not worked for him. His hair is just too thick making his head twice as bigger. Lately, he went to the saloon with my ex-dandruffy hair friend. They wanted to have a nice haircut at the new opening saloon. They wanted me to come along, but I wouldn’t want to waste my money for something I don’t need. When they comeback home, they look so funny and I have a hard time stopping my giggles. One with the thin ex-dandruffy hair did a layering making he look like a sick man with a big face. The other wanted a hair like Ruud van Nistleroy which turn out look like an Indon. So pity!
The other friend who has a stubborn curly hair dreamt of having a straight hair. He did iron his hair once and he succeedingly for the first time experienced being a straight hair man, but when his hair touched by water, it returns to its original state. Starting from that, he wanted to do the do-it-yourself chemical home treatment as my other friend did. He did it once but it never worked for his hair.
Me? I don’t do exaggerated hair treatment. Thanks to God I have an average hair, not too thin and not to thick. I just use shampoo and conditioner with no further excessive treatment. I don’t wanted to destroy my hair in order to make it look beautiful. Analogically, it’s like you directing an underpaid slave to build a railway in order to ease transportation, look how many have died in that process. Did analogy sounds exaggerated?
I have my own area of concern, which is my weight. Even though people told me I’m too thin but I’m not working to make myself look average. I’ve tried before but it never worked. Sometimes I feel like suffering from anorexia nervosa, not in terms of malnutrition but mentally. Anorexic look at their reflection on the mirror as fat even though they are pathetically skeleton and skin. Anorexia never been treated as disease but as a mental disorder. That what I feel like suffering. I see myself as fat when people say that if I lose even one more pound, I’ll look like a walking stick. What’s wrong of being 50kg with 175 cm of height?
There you go again! My whole journal sound too histrionic. I’m praising myself too much making me sounds like Narcissist. There you go!
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