It’s a shopping week!!! It’s a shopping week!!! MARA have already gave all the money away to all the students who waited so long for it. First, MARA gave RM1,048.40, Then the second one in about 5 days after the first one, it gave RM2733.60 both in check. Can you imagine what do I suppose to do with all the money. I can buy myself a motorbike but sincerely I don’t know how to drive, no licence though!
So I’m imagine having a new mobile phone, buy myself a new watch and lots more. But more likely I shop for health supplement product. I buy myself vitamins and all the stuff that can keep you healthy during the examination week. I don’t want to fall sick and ruin my entire semester just because the avoidable sickness. Enough!
Have you experience feeling suddenly blank while you go shopping? You suddenly forget what to buy once you step in the supermarket or shopping complex. All the things you think of buying before suddenly vanish from your thought. Finally, you ended up buying something you not intend to buy. Back home, upon staring the home all around, you finally get the clue what do you thinking of buying on the first place. Isn’t it money wasting? Since the power of buying is in my hand, I can buy anything I want but there’s a catch, only if I argue myself about whether it mostly needed or just a shopping lust. But most of the time, I lost to my humanist instinct.
Been crank lately. I’ve been talking to myself too much. Everytime I found myself alone and nobody can hear me, I’ll talk to myself and have and argument over something stupid. There is no one to blame, I’m in control of the characters in me. I can be the bad, the nasty, the cheeky, the sensitive, the strong, the dominant, the kind-hearted and whosoever I want to be. It always two at a time, cannot be more than that. I can’t control more then two person argument. I still haven’t develop myself a personalities argument that can turn out creating myself a battlefield. But it’s became so addictive you know! I’ll talk to myself more often than I talk to anyone else. Am I suffering from Avoidant Personality Disorder? Or maybe the first stage of Multiple Personality Disorder begins to develop? Whatever it is, I feel so comfortable with it. I wouldn’t want to consider it as a disorder since it never effect my performance in study or social life. But sometimes I feel living in my imaginary world is better and beautiful than the real world. I can control everything in my head. I’ll try to decrease it a bit but as far as I concern, sometimes the imaginary world come to you unintentionally. Is the world too cruel for me that I rather be in the corner of situation and talk to myself more often? Am I losing control of that phenomenon that my mind taking control of it all? Is there any conflict between my physical and mental being? Does my mind overpowers me? Gosh!
My father came for visit last Monday afternoon. He told me earlier that he’ll be visiting me on Tuesday but suddenly on that Monday afternoon whilst studying and writing a note, my dad called me telling he is on the way to Perdana Apartment. I miss my dad! My mum! My sister! And all my sibling! It’s true what the people said “You’ll be missing all the people around you while you are far from them!”. My dad used to be the vicious man on earth before, he won’t let us watching TV too much, when the clock strike 8 pm, all the family members must gather around the table having a dinner together. No one can leave the table until finish the dinner. Don’t waste the food! After dinner, go to each room and study (most of the time I didn’t, I’ll flip the magazine and listen to the radio via walkman). When I am out with your friend and not intend to go home early, I make sure I call home telling my mom whether to keep the dinner for me or just finish it, tell her when are you going to be at home, where are you going, who are you with and et ceteras. Sometimes I feel there is no such freedom in my life upon living with my parents. But when I am alone here living independently, I’m dying to hear their voice yell at me and nag. How I miss home!!!
This week “Top Ten Thing Must Have In Today’s Parents”
#10 Rich! Even more critical when there’s lot of girl in family, they shopping to much.
#9 Nagging power and endurance! Make sure you can nag for 24-7 without repeating the same word, no saliva spitting. It help practice speaking for company presentation and meeting.
#8 Control power. Build a force field that show the territory is on your control. Everyone must obey the rules and instruction while in that territory.
#7 Motivation. You can psycho your child not to leave their food uneaten by telling how lucky they are compare to the starving African child or threat them they’ll be sent to military school if they don’t behaving good.
#6 Love. Must have plenty of it so you can give it to your child fair square.
#5 Knowledge. You don’t want to embarrass yourself by referring photosynthesis as photo shop.
#4 Pragmatic and Discipline. Don’t prohibit your child from smoking while you finishing 2 boxes a day.
#3 Good life partner. So your child has an alternative whom they should run to for gender related advice.
#2 Insurance. Do I need to explain this?
#1 Child. How can you be a parents without having a child.
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