Grow a Pair

Okey, ketika kerongkong yang tengah gatal meng-induce batuk dan selsema yang men-dermabrasion-kan kulit hidung. Aku gigihkan juga untuk menulis. Oh well, we all got it I have acute tonsilitis induced fever *grow a pair*

Kalau ada Hollywood reporter tanya, "Which part of your body that you hate?" I will say may pharyngeal tonsils. Ia sangat annoying. My pathophysiology started with some idiopathic headache progressing to very broken-valve-tap-water kind of runny nose then to frequent sneezing to sore throat to fever, regress to cough for at least three weeks.

Semalam dah selamat buat briefing to Junior MBBS. Aku terasa handycap sebab slide powerpoint yang disiapkan dalam remang-remang seram sejuk demam tak dapat ditunjukkan. I ended-up talking with my nasal voice. God knows betapa physiologically unstable I am masa tu, kepala rasa berat je tapi have to go through because I promised our Deputy Dean of Student Affairs to go through with it. I don't know how many of them who actually listen, I bet most of them actually repressing the need to snooze. I personally didn't enjoy listening to my own voice why should force it on them. I am actually humbled because have to talk to my own senior coz they experienced the clinical time earlier than me. I am flattered that my psych buddies manage to come. The rest is understandable and some is unacceptable absent. Well let them have their deserving rest.

Today ada Health Screening Programme kat Kanchong Darat, Banting, I'm in charge for BMI & Vision test. My fever still not defervescent yet, nak buat health check-up kat orang sendiri demam. Well this is where the utilitarianism applied, 'for a greater good'. Kalau yang sakit just sorang tapi still boleh contribute to more people, you are pretty fucked-up martyr. Suck it up bitch.

This is me and my fever talking...

Adieu...