As Good As I Get!!!

Well enuff! The mid semester exam has finally ended. I was so sleep deprived that I built the reverse effect of sleeplessness by becoming overslept. Well if you think it is not bad enough, my complexion problem have been developing rapidly like it making a payback for not having a chance to break-out since my puberty. For heaven sake it really makes me feel so bad about. All my friend have been asking me about it, I used to have a smooth clear complexion and I was so satisfied about my skin well suddenly it becoming my biggest concern nowadays. It’s not the pimple or acne that gets me ugly, but the scar that will permanently stays. Heaven knows how scar is so hard to get off. It’s a collagen fiber for God sake. It is how skin heal itself after a chronic injury depend on the degree of injury. If it irreparable or the causative agent such splinter, or oil granules (whitehead) cannot be removed immediately, so the skin repairing system will have no choice than to use collagen to seal the cut’s opening in order to prevent from the exposure to opportunistic bacteria or germs.

Enuff being scientific already, now let’s talk about me spending my mid semester holiday ALONE at home with no one day and night. It’s a bliss to have an ASTRO TV cable at home so I can watch TV 24-7. Say it entertainment or a drama, it’s all here at ASTRO repeatable every 8 sequence hour. Can your life be any boring than that, if yes, feel free to leave your comment here. What a sick life I have to gone through. Today, 31st January 2006, about a month in a new year, any change? Any resolution accomplished? I would say NO!

I just hope that I can do it good in my mid sem exam, I don’t want to disappoint my parents and my friends. I don’t want them to think that I am overly confident or being inertia. Losing dynamic in my study! I study till I becoming a ghost with an ugly face. Don’t tell me that I’m not studying enough.

God I was so afraid bout my future, what will it have in store for me. Will I ever be succeed? Well I let you to guess!