Careful...squeeze it...squeeze it...oh my it's broken
Well in theory of matter (mass) and infinite energy, it is attainable nowhere in near future but what if…
CAUTION: This is some random neuron firing on Philosophical Cardiology, so deal with it?
“That because you are so cold.” An unexpected answer trajected onto my face as a response to my question, *I don’t even care to share what it is*
Well it is quite hard for me letting anyone in close proximity to my personal zone. The last time I let my guard down, cardiac terrorism occurred and like Egypt, my (read: Hosni Mubarak) sense has left me for good.
Like a cheap suburban hotel, I placed a signed NO (HEART) VACANCY when none of the chambers occupied. Just to make sure mine was intact and pumping in sinus rhythm. If it tachy-ied, let it be temporary. If it stopped, let it be for good.
I am twisted and complicated, that is an ISO guaranteed. Why bother trying to connect and re-connect a fragile line while you actually have not yet subscribed to any of its plan. You are not even a plan; you are complication of unplanned entry, an invasion, like a Trojan horse to Troy… a ploy.
I shall not let you pass and park if you have not purchased a pass. You are not supposed to vegetate along my cardiac valve but alas you did.
Like cholesterol plaque intramurally you silently threatened my myocardium. Like a dagger held close to a chest, when push comes to shove (literally), you are an accident of unintentional stabbing…of predetermined homicidal plan.
Like a bridging cerebral capillaries you are subarachnoid hemorrhage waiting to mess with my brain.
Like an ischaemic stroke, you are incapacitating.
Like misery and mourning, you Takotsubo-ed me with cardiomyopathy.
Like digitalis toxicity you are messy
You are poison, medicine, indication and complications rolled in one.
…and now you request for an entry, a seasonal if not permanent cardiac access pass...
Fool I am if I let you in. But at least pain is better than numb. To hurt is better than anesthetized. Just to feel one’s existences and not merely matter particulate and suspended silly on air, polluting.
But I held not to these common notions, I am an absolute exception.
Dr. Minoru Shirota said healthy intestine is good for a long life. I say screw you…healthy heart will top it off. *this is where he actually rolled in his grave (if he is not cremated)*
I told you I am complicated…
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Understood.
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